Thursday, May 10, 2012

BOWS! BOWS! BOWS!

 Love morning time!
 Oh mom...how I missed you through the night!
So funny...! (not sure if she's laughing because she's happy or my morning hair?)



 Ready to go hang out with Miss Barb & Miss Jean!
 If mom would just stop taking pictures!


 Snuggling with my mommy!


 Hey girl...what's going on?

 I found my thumb!
 Sweet dreams my precious baby!
 Not only do I suck my thumb to get to sleep...i now can move myself all around my crib!

 Black mail picture....mom dressed me as a strawberry...minus the hat...its cute!
 Poor thing looks like a sick baby


 Much better with the bow!
 Yeah for not hat!
 Mom-we are really going to have to talk about this picture taking thing okay? Maybe after bottle?

 Oh shucks...you're silly!


 Love making my mommy's day by smiling at her!


 Baptism picture...snuggling with Grandma Kathy

Dictonary of Life

Karma: in Indian religion is the concept of "action" or "deed", understood as that which causes the entire cycle of cause and effect.
So as of late, I have been dealing with some issues on which I really really wish to act out in a negative way on others and situations. I try to handle it the best way and let God and "karma" handle the rest. Let me tell you something about that...IT IS HARD!!! I so badly would like to tell people how I really feel about them and their actions, all the terrible things they are doing and all that I know about the terrible things they have done in the past, how terribly they treat people, how they are so disliked, all the lies they tell-you can see right through them...oh I could go on and on. Why is it that so many "Christians" claim to be just that but are in all reality some of the most horrible people on earth. They treat people terrible, lie, steal, cheat, do and say anything to cover their tracks and to make themselves look better. But claim over and over again that they are religious. I DO NOT understand people like that. I understand, we are all sinners...we all do wrong every day. But most people don't go around claiming to be great Christians either and act the complete opposite all of the time. 
Sin: 1. transgression of divine law: the sin of Adam. 2. any act regarded as such a transgression, especially a willful or deliberate violation of some religious or moral principle. 3. any reprehensible or regrettable action, behavior, lapse, etc.; great fault or offense:
There are so many people in my life that do not go to church at all. But are the first to have your back, lend a hand, not talk about others, not think they are better than the next, don't lie, don't steal, don't cheat...yet they are judged by church goers for being bad people. Then you have some that go to church all the time, involved in church activities and claim to be this holier than thou person but treat people terribly, lie, cheat, steal, talk about others, don't include everyone because of pre-judgements. Its terrible to witness over and over and not say anything. But I have been trying to better myself and not stoop to their level and not open my mouth and say hurtful things back. Ten years ago, yes I would have smarted off probably and made sure they knew how I felt about them and their actions. Now, I'm learning to let things fall into place. And they are starting to...but its taking so much patience.
Patience: 1. the quality of being patient, as the bearing of provocation, annoyance, misfortune, or pain, without complaint, loss of temper, irritation, or the like. 2. an ability or willingness to suppress restlessness or annoyance when confronted with delay: to have patience with a slow learner.
I do not understand people and I never will. I make my mistakes, I do wrong, I am not always right (shh...don't tell Mick that) BUT I own up to my errors and when I hurt someone's feelings I try my  best to apologize and make sure that the person knows that I feel bad and that I shouldn't have done or said what I did. And if I do something wrong, I will try to fix it and make it better and try not to do it again....especially not on purpose. These people I feel are just heartless cowards I fear and I can't change them, you can't change them....they can only change themselves and unfortunately they usually don't want to change. So here are some words to the "slow learners" out there....
Nice: 1. pleasing; agreeable; delightful: a nice visit. 2. amiably pleasant; kind
 
Honest: 1. honorable in principles, intentions, and actions; upright and fair: an honest person. 2.
showing uprightness and fairness: honest dealings. 3. gained or obtained fairly: honest wealth. 4.
sincere; frank: an honest face. 5. genuine or unadulterated: honest commodities.
 
Loyal: 1. faithful to one's sovereign, government, or state: a loyal subject. 2. faithful to one's oath, commitments, or obligations: to be loyal to a vow. 3. faithful to any leader, party, or cause, or to any person or thing conceived as deserving fidelity: a loyal friend. 4. characterized by or showing faithfulness to commitments, vows, allegiance, obligations, etc.: loyal conduct.
 
Neighbor: 1. a person who lives near another. 2. a person who shows kindliness or helpfulness toward his or her fellow humans: to be a neighbor to someone in distress.
 
Friend: 1. a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard. 2. a person who gives assistance; patron; supporter. 3. a person who is on good terms with another; a person who is not hostile.
 
Mean: 1. offensive, selfish, or unaccommodating; nasty; malicious: a mean remark 2. small minded or ignoble: mean motives. 3. penurious, stingy, or miserly
Rude: 1. discourteous or impolite, especially in a deliberate way: a rude reply. 2. rough in manners or behavior; unmannerly; uncouth. 3. rough, harsh, or ungentle
Selfish: 1. devoted to or caring only for oneself; concerned primarily with one's own interests, benefits, welfare, etc., regardless of others. 2.  characterized by or manifesting concern or care only for oneself: selfish motives.
Lie: 1. a false statement made with deliberate intent to deceive; an intentional untruth; a falsehood. 2. something intended or serving to convey a false impression; imposture 3. an inaccurate or false statement.
Heaven:  the abode of God, the angels, and the spirits of the righteous after death; the place or state of existence of the blessed after the mortal life.
Hell: 1. the place or state of punishment of the wicked after death; the abode of evil and condemned spirits. 2. any place or state of torment or misery:
 
So here is the question...which words do you fall under the majority of the time and where do you think you'll end up? Just saying....